so we met again xanga....well this past weekend took a class trip out to austin, pretty cool, till the cops showed up cos abunch of punkass highschool kids were drunk off their ass off the alcohol my buddies bought, fuckin highschoolers,...but i wasnt trippin i was sober as a mutha with an id so im like whatever let the mutha fuckas in then but some buddies were FUUUCKED UP! soo im guessin its better they didnt come in,...so yea after taht we pretty much jus chilled at my buddies house, some went clubbin i chilled there played ddr fell asleep in this weird chair,...everything was goin pretty good, until like 10.30 sunday mornin when i got a phone call that has fucked up my week. so im tyin my shoes then my cells rings, i answer, then there's irene cryin on the phone, im like oh shit whats happend...she's like "kiwi...mr hoyle died" those last three words took my breath away and my ability to think, all i could say was what, ur kiddin,..noo no no wait what...shes like mr. hoyle died in a car accident last night (saturday night). we both went silent..my buddies sittin by are jus lookin at me like wtf...im all like well do u kno when services are and what not, she's like no, but wheni find out i'll let u kno..im like ok. then we hang out...i swear to bob, everything disappeared. i started flashing back to his class last year..sittin wit comps to my right nadia to my left at the lil table, ej in front and of me joseph behind, and mr. hoyle sayin alright how bout an update, or makin some off the wall corny joke but was still funny cos he tried. all i could do was jus stare, i cant remember at what, but i was gone mentally, one buddy asked wassup, i said my gov. teacher died...i didnt expect them to understand y a teacher's death would impact me so much. but they didnt kno mr. hoyle. he wasnt a teacher he was a friend, u didnt have a standard ur the teacher im tha student kinda relationship with him, u cracked jokes on him, he cracked right back all outta fun. its been like almost 5 days since he's passed and a day hasnt gone by that i try to convince myself that he's actually gone. last time i saw him was xmas break, walked into his room wassup mr hoyle, he was jus happy to see a former student, we chatted shot the shit, u kno joked about me bein damn near the only black person in the corps him still being bald then i got ready to leave and i said i'll c u later, he's like come back and visit....but now i cant come back and visit, i'll c him later, but it'll b for  a last time...it doesnt seem fair that he had to go, he was my fav. teacher sr. yr. he always called us apathetic animals cos most of us really didnt give a damn about gov. but he kept us comin back day after day. i cant help but sit here and wonder y its always the good ppl to go, or y cant there b one yr where somebody from aldine doesnt die, iuno,.but shit happens i guess, mr hoyle is watchin over all of us he's happy and in a better place, because he definitely deserves it...he will be missed...RIP JAY HOYLE.

im updatin as the opportunities present themselves,..soo yea i got back to skoo yesterday from my spring break,..i didnt go no where special like i did last year, i jus chilled in houston wit my homies hangin out old skool style,..yea thats that good stuff,..my homie, jay, nando, mark, que, cris, jess, lisa, irene,chris, ej, andrea, stace, dirrty, and made a new homie c2. got to see some of my softball girls,..i got mad cos i was haulin ass tryin to get back to hussle town in time for their game, but i got there like literally 5 mins after it ended some bullshit,..but i still saw em so its all good,..all week i jus hung round tha house durin the day, then come nightfall out runnin them streets (not in a bad way),..went to schlitterbahn out in galveston, bet yall didnt kno there is one out there huh??? yea its like brand new they're still addin on to it, sooo once it gets finished i think it'll b pretty badass, we lose a theme park and gain a water park,..kinda,..considerin g-town aint that far away, jus down 45 for bout an hour,...all in all, spring break was good,..jus what i needed,. if i didnt get the chance to hang out wit u, there's always next time im town,...dueces